happy february

Spinning my wheels, waiting to see if a couple of endeavors turn out well or not.  Waiting is the hardest part.  Argh.  Does anyone know how to make a cat stop obsessively eating cotton?

I need someone else to impose deadlines for me because I don't respect myself enough to keep my own deadlines.  I'm all like whatever, go play a videogame.  This painting doesn't ever need to be finished.  And then later I'm like man, if I ever finish this painting it will be so good... but now it's midnight and I don't wanna.

Vicious cycle.